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adagio for strings. invite me to your quartet
violin unhinged. idling super star set
theres such a brazen touch, with the brush
of true dishonor. get lost in the wade of war. or rust in your suit of armor. lust for reclusion in the midst of battle. I heard you whisper to yourself before you held my hand. second guessing lust. fuck hell. heavens never fun. never melted suns. now I know I’ve never been in love.
now you get affection you so desperately seek
instead of a sick pretending to get it from me
the head of the center of fulfillment and need
ready to pleasure you. everyone, please
one at a time.
I can only make you feel better, not fix your disease
your medicine cabinet. I’m not even fucking alive
consummate mind. I’m as dead as our past
good luck chuck. Romeo. Juliet, without the flask
our naked fingers touched. creation of atom
lazily picked daises, so lackadaisically half strung
Paris to Hades. in paradise we paraded
palisades. elated. you never had nothing to say
learn no lessons from this. no life functions contained
just dark to darker days. all shadows are gray
just newer ways to create words for heartbreak
it’s sad when you romanticize bad relationships
to suck dry dried love tongue tied in the last remaining bits
to have a place to badger faith when it all dies
when the walls break, sun shines are glimmers of hell
it never ends well, my soul is linked to carbon
the only thing in common was you both wanted to get rid of yourself