Mix gunpowder and moments of silence
Gather components you’d author with smiles
Combustible crossover, lost in your eyeballs
Gifting a locket, heart-shaped alloy
Wishing upon an asteroid comet
It’ll turn to debris before it reaches me
Countdown from three, wishing your frown obsolete
Douse gasoline, that sets blaze to decree
Mistletoe mainframe, hypnotize what lingers in me
Left alone in your apartment
High-strung and high-rise
Was used to darkness from sunrise till sun shivers
Stand in front of me, shut eyes with your fingers
Pressed mute with your kisses
Tell the moon to revisit
I’d mouth I loved you in English
What could’ve been at a later date
Neck, shoulder, premeditation
From your inner desire, and overture taste
Melanin eye, brown sepia.
Tell me these lies
Clouds breaking off into my lines
Sound waves get soft, and decibels dice
Where consensual lust rears its head in and tithes
Gives a percentage of care, pretend to be bare
You only said what you said to dissect what was rare
Those are your words.
Foreword. Fast forward
Ball of mass in a chokehold
Ozone layer of old words layered
Strapped over my torso
I’m so… so angered. Hormones anchored
To you. Apropos the flavor
Addicted to it. Postpone my conflicted prayers
I’m such a sicko. I hate it.
Like a mad scientist wanting to create Frankenstein but can’t
I’m misaligned. Attack of the Titans, a clash of indecisive I cant’s.
I can’t, not decipher the feelings.
Let me rot and writhe.
Holding a wallet picture of us in my pocket insides.
Wanting to gift it.
Trying to stop what I’m thinking.