She’s smiling cheek to cheek, wide veneer Cheshire Feel my eyes tether through your bedside This that pressurized, bend-her-over sex drive The entry to her treasure room, legs wide Find you in the vestibule, whisper at your backside ‘Cause vigor’s just a side effect to when I imbibe If pleasure’s just a mental boost IContinue reading “Syrup and Frost Part II: A Kaleidoscopic Journey”
Author Archives: Cristian Leonardo Gajardo
Syrup and Frost Part I: A Poem of Desire and Despair
What do you feel when you apply the sentience? Besides wall pinning and drizzling fire sessions Momentary silence, pin drop in an empty room Padded wall, effervescent and sensual Feeling your feminine voice Telegraph vibrations through many a noise Millennia’s not enough time to fix things we destroyed I feel violated. Pass me the voidContinue reading “Syrup and Frost Part I: A Poem of Desire and Despair”
Super Conservative: A Poem of Hypocrisy and Heartbreak
If… I get to the point where no one’s love embroiders me, I’d mix the oils, clay, and color coordinate the sordid seams Avoid distaste. Anointed is the day she’s holding me Hoist your rose-colored lies on a crown of thorny leaves Hearing voices, and all Of them enjoy to scream Tend to open wounds,Continue reading “Super Conservative: A Poem of Hypocrisy and Heartbreak”
The Existential Crisis of Kissing Your Iris: A Poem of Obsession and Delusion
They’re psychoanalyzing my pride. I’m ignoring the obvious: a war vet with ear plugs on the fourth of July. You’re that pyrotechnic glow on my mind. This memoir is a token of antisocial expression. Our vermilion bond was anecdotal at best, demoralizing. You’ll only ever see it as a victimless crime. siphoning bits and piecesContinue reading “The Existential Crisis of Kissing Your Iris: A Poem of Obsession and Delusion”
Alma’s Lament: A Poem of Sorrow and Beauty
Look …over a quarter of my sentences begin with ellipses.the objective’s to sigh. the intent it carries? illicitmalicious design leaves my lips but ends so benign.there isn’t a problem when it rains- you couldn’t tell that I cried.it becomes complicated to explain- when it wells in my eye.he pretends that he’s not, even though heContinue reading “Alma’s Lament: A Poem of Sorrow and Beauty”
Strawberry Stains and Devil Horns: A Poem of Paradoxical Love
inept, and upset, it’s like nothing is mentioned.lifes a run on sentence, interconnecting.eclectic, electric, im a plug in the wall.a bit so perplexive. spot the occult in the psalms.the rejection. a song in the hall of this crazy asylumstraitjacket is off, but I still feel like i’mbindedabstaining. no hiding. not restrained or assigningwhat’s a goonContinue reading “Strawberry Stains and Devil Horns: A Poem of Paradoxical Love”
Palindrome Love: A Poem of Reversal and Regret
it’s my inner voice. bragging and shy. so very coy abruptly impassioned in its perilous joy panicking. sulking. abdicate holiness. i salivate at the thought of having you hold me heartbeat in my abdomen slowing rapid eye movement. palindrome dreaming what is the meaning? we battle of the Alamo’ed the last of mohicans i lamentContinue reading “Palindrome Love: A Poem of Reversal and Regret”
Orwellian Glass House: A Short-Story about Despair, Redemption, and Hope.
My shoulder blades’ girth played the role of a harbinger As bony as I got; the more I saw myself as a skeleton Malnourished, malevolent, maladjusted malaise Mocking in malformed metaphors to try to explain There’s a concession of an all-dead jury saying my name A prosecutor in a straitjacket who thinks I’m insane HazyContinue reading “Orwellian Glass House: A Short-Story about Despair, Redemption, and Hope.”
July 19th – Corrosion in Armor: How I Survived the Wolf Inside Me
He’s Unsorted. Unabashed. Formal with his emotions. Unashamed. Vulnerable worn as a sash on thunderous days. Sport a badge of honor stained with the blood of Cain. What’s her name? Love lost. Lust loves to come in gangs. My father never asked if I’m okay. He told me he forgave me for what we brought,Continue reading “July 19th – Corrosion in Armor: How I Survived the Wolf Inside Me”
The Dark Crush: A Poem of Contradiction and Obsession
He’s sitting in his shadow, match lit, iron sight shifting with his arrow. Da Vinci with a trebuchet, resentment at a younger age. Don’t think I’ve ever fucking been the same. Stay still please, so I don’t have to ever aim. Heartbeat on my cabernet, gospel on the interlude. Never into hurting you, but that’sContinue reading “The Dark Crush: A Poem of Contradiction and Obsession”
Boys Don’t Cry: The Paradox of the Wolf and the Sheep
Over evolving. Dopamine soberly blossoms Noted and jotted in, like an old scripture Bludgeoning forecast, people make what they want of him Hold whispers. Cold shivers. So obviously rigged Language is bothering. Thunderstorm on the brink On the cusp of oblivion, and never stopping to think Or wonder, what wanderlust awaits Waverly love Dozens foreshadowing.Continue reading “Boys Don’t Cry: The Paradox of the Wolf and the Sheep”
Pigment Alignment: A Celebration of Our Colors
It’s almost time for a confessional. Let’s bathe our feet while we dance Sediment wash. Baptism in the chemical sand Trekking through the barriers that barely stand In touch with invariance. Writing love letters. Barely legible; sun setters Cantaloupe sky. Dusk settles. What’s warm love in November? It’s cranberry cheeks. Your tongue tingling. Teeth SurrenderingContinue reading “Pigment Alignment: A Celebration of Our Colors”